I Miss You, 2016

I had a thought of you today,

I wondered, are you okay?

Or have you changed one bit,

Can you still remember me?

This happens when I am alone,

I feel like standing under the gloomy sky,

I feel sad, empty, and stoned.

The price I have to pay when I took my flight?

Lately I’ve been wondering,

Will you be back? Or should I still wait?

To blindly wait and hope for that time.

Or to move forward and look for a sweeter rhyme

I miss you, the words I long to hear

Cast your magic and cover my fears

It’s your voice I want to hear every time

Be the light in my endless night.

If we meet again in another place, another time.

Can we leave everything else behind?

I wanted to stand still by your side,

The place where I can’t afford to be denied.

Will I ever have that moment with you?

When we took the odds and glorified our youth

Our meeting was shorter than a delighted encounter

Was it real or not, I can’t help but wonder.

The time I’ve spent waiting for you,

A time filled with pain, delusions and always on queue.

I always thought if it still has worth

All I know is that you presence gives me comfort.

I am hoping for a time to come

When I can see you, and be happy for you

Even if it’s not with me I am fine,

It’s your happiness that matters more over mine

I chose not to believe for i stopped believing,

I simply woke up from this endless dreaming.

you took the flight that I can Never chase,

with solitude and shadows I was left to face.

The thought is still not clear to me,

“To be happy for the one you love”

But for me, I will be the happiest.

If you’ll never forget about me

I miss you, yes a lot

No matter how hard I try, I keep on longing for us

Is this a way of consoling myself?

That saved me the cost of shame and rebel.

I have kept everything inside for so long

Always waiting, & praying for a song

To help me recover and learn how to be strong

Because in this journey we set forth, there's no right nor wrong

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